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It so happens that whenever we encounter
someone's creative contribution which
either impresses us, or makes us angry,
usually we would like to get to know also
the life of the author of this contribution.
Because due to the Internet many people
have an opportunity to learn my own
creative contribution, I feel obliged to
allow them learning most important details
of my life as well. This web page presents
just such details.
Part #A:
Introductory information about this web page:
#A1.
What are goals of this web page:
Whatever would be the reasons for which
you (the reader) wandered onto this web
page, one of these reasons probably is the
wish to get to know my life. Therefore the main
goal which I set for myself when formulating
this web page, is to present possibly the
largest amount of information about my
life, in possibly the smallest volume.
Whenever one puts together any information,
always in an unaware manner one codes into
it also various feelings, views, ideas, etc.
In some cases, without even being aware
of it, these coded messages can dominate
in a reader over the information that a given
text supposed to present. This happens
relatively frequent. Frequently we catch ourselves
during reading a text, that this text induces
in us feelings that are drastically different
from the information contained in the text.
Of course, each such a case of unaware
induction in the reader some contradictive
feelings, views, or ideas, eliminates the
objectivity of perception of a given information.
Therefore an additional (more difficult)
goal which I also imposed on the text of
this web page, is such combining the
information about my life, that these unaware
messages do not dominate over the information
that I am passing in an open text.
#A2.
History of this web page - i.e. this is already the third version of this autobiographical note:
Motto: "Most difficult is to write about ourselves."
All so-called
totaliztic web pages,
including this page, are products of my
hobby research. (Please notice that the name
totaliztic web pages
results from the fact that these pages
either promote the highly moral, peaceful,
progressive, inspiring, constructive and
perfecting philosophy of everyday life called the
moral totalizm,
or they present topics which are postulated by the
philosophy of totalizm
and are recommended to the attention of the reader.)
As this is documented on this web page, the
totaliztic web pages
have nothing to do with my professional
activities nor with my places of employment.
As such, these totaliztic web pages are written
for a long period of time, some of them being
dated as early as the year 1999. They were
written in various parts of the world. With the
elapse of time a lot of these web pages was prepared.
At the very beginning a small information
"about the author" was included into each
such newly written totaliztic web page. This
information still can be found in item #H2
of the web page
totalizm.htm - about the philosophy of totalizm.
But as time progressed, when there was
increasingly more of these web pages,
instead of adding the item "about the author"
to each one of them, I decided to rather
create one separate autobiographical
page with descriptions of my life, then only
refer to it the interested readers from these
totaliztic web pages. In such a manner in
2004 a first formulation of this web page
was developed. (In that year 2004 already
over 100 separate web pages of totalizm
existed presenting around 50 different topics.
There was so many of these web pages,
because every topic was translated into at
lest 2 languages, i.e. Polish and English,
some of them being even translated into
6 different languages. Until today over
200 totaliztic web pages was developed
which present around 90 different topics.)
If one tries to assign a representative title to
that first version of my autobiographical web
page "about the author" of 2004, then one could
entitle it behind every work and idea
an ordinary human is standing.
This is because that web page summarised
my entire life. It corresponded approximately
to what is presented in part #B of this web page.
But in 2005 quite unpleasant changes took
place in my life. Namely, I again lost my job.
In turn the desperate situation of the country
in which I live, indicated me that a lot of time
is going to elapse before I find another job.
In addition it turned out that according to
laws of that country I do NOT qualify for
the unemployment benefit.
Thus, it not only looked-like that I am going
to remain unemployed for a long time, but
also it looked-like that I will need to live just from
my savings. Just such a situation of the lack
of employment and the lack of source of income
was returning to me like a "bad shilling". If I
have not decided to seek the bread overseas,
then in my new country I would be unemployed
almost for the same duration of time as I was
employed in there. Therefore in 2005 I decided
to rewrite this web page. To this second, rewritten
version of it we could assign the title if some
kind of negative events keeps returning to us
repetitively like a proverbial "bad shilling", then
it ceases to be just a coincidence and becomes
someone's hidden interference into our life, about
which (the interference) we need to be aware
and draw from it correct conclusions.
In that second rewritten form, with just such
a main idea, this web page was available in
internet until the time of dissemination of the
third version of it presented here now. This
third version was prepared in March 2008.
As everything that is moral, peaceful and
progressive, also the
philosophy of totalizm
and ideas linked to it that are disseminated
by totaliztic web pages, have many enemies.
During numerous internet discussions with
these enemies that were carried out in 2007
and the beginning of 2008, I realised that one
of the most vital sources of the ammunition that
enemies of totalizm were using to make loathe
of these ideas in other people, was just the
formulation of this web page in the 2005 version.
Therefore in March 2008 I decided to reedit this
web page again, for the third time. This newest
reediting, presented here, could be entitled
every event in our lives have reasons which
are responsible for the causing this event, and
also have effects which are caused by this event.
During the third reediting of this web page in March
2008, I also tried to redesign the formulation of
text. Namely, previous two versions of this page
were written in the manner which in the academia
is typically used for the formulation of autobiography -
means were written like from the point of view of
a third person which analyses our life. In turn the
present, third version of this page is written from
my own point of view - i.e. presented in such a
way as I myself subjectively see with my own
eyes, feel, believe, and understand matters
that I am elaborating here.
Every time when the change of my life situation
required the change or update of this autobiographical
web page, always I realised that writing this web
page comes with a great difficulty. Many years
ago I accidentally have heard someone prominent
saying something along the lines, that "talking about
himself comes to him so easy that he is able to talk
about himself for hours". But in my own case it is
completely opposite - namely writing about myself
comes to me with a greatest difficulty. Thus, a
relatively accurate description of my life costs
me a lot of effort and consumes a lot of time.
However, I realise that I own the reader a reliable
and authorised by myself information about
my life. Thus, although with great difficulties
and effort, I still tried to write this web page as
scrupulously as I was able to.
Part #B:
The general course of my life:
#B1.
The course of my life:
The entire life of every person supposedly
can be summarised with one word. In my
case this word probably would be a
"battle". The battle of my life
was started a long time before I was
born. Some "dark powers" clearly would
NOT want me in this physical world.
Thus life of both my parents sometimes
needed to be saved with miracles.
For example, shortly before the war
a criminal tried to shoot my father in
head from a distance of just around
two meters - and he still missed the
head but shot the hand. In turn during
the war my father was taken a prisoner
of war and placed into the labour camp in
Peenemunde -
i.e. the island famous later from V2 missiles
and their launching pads. Of course, when
the Allies bombed Peenemunde, they did
NOT differentiate between missiles, factory,
or the labour camp. My father told us later that
even water was burning in there, while afterwards
one could NOT find even a single whole brick in
Peenemunde. But by some miracle my father
was unscratched. Because almost everyone
was dead after the bombing, and fences of the
camp were destroyed, my father left the camp
and started to walk home.
Unfortunately he did NOT go far, as he got
caught on the bridge through the Odra river.
Luckily, instead of shooting him instantly - as
this was the customary dealing with escapees
from labour camps, they decided to interrogate
him to find out what links he had with Allies
that he was left alive when all others were dead.
He later complained to us that during this
interrogation not only two in black uniforms
got so tired beating him up that they needed
to take turns to the bat, but they also make
him to count in their language (not in his) every
hit that he received. Since they detected NO
conspiracy in his escape, they left him alive
and only sent him again to another camp.
In turn my mother injured herself
slightly in both legs in a stubble shortly after the war
but before she got pregnant. The wounds got infected
with microbes that doctors of that time could NOT
name nor heal. Presently probably these microbes
would be called the "flesh eating bacteria". Typically
people used to die from these very fast. If my mother
would also die, I would never got a chance to be born.
But my mother somehow survived - although this
bacteria ate gradually her legs until the end
of her life. In this way "dark powers" have not
succeeded and I obtained the chance to be born.
I was born in 1946 in a miniature village,
which for the longest period of time was called
Wszewilki.
(This particular village frequently changed the
name.) On the subject of this village I wrote
a bit more in the next item of this web page.
I lived in Wszewilki since the birth until the age
of 18 years, i.e. since 1946 until 1964, means
until the time when I went for my university studies
in the nearby city of
Wrocław.
My father was a technician with "golden hand"
skills. Means he repaired everything that was
broken in tens of miles around our house, starting
from watches and clocks, through bicycles and
motor vehicles, and finishing on huge industrial
gas engines that propelled water pumps in a
local waterworks plant. He actually was employed
by the town council of the nearby
Milicz
to operate and maintain this waterworks plant.
Now I wonder how he could put up with me, as
whatever he repaired one evening, I was dismantling
the next day when he was at work, to see how
it operates, and - of course, not always I managed
to put it back so that it worked again. (Especially
difficult to put back into a working order turned out
to be small watches. So after I experienced several
times how my father reacts to the view of a dismantled
watch which he repaired just a night before, I started to curb
my curiosity about finding out what makes these watches click.)
This practical approach to everything from the point
of view how it works and how it is constructed, stayed
with me for the rest of my life. Later everything I saw
just from that point of view - means how it is designed,
on what principles this work, how it should be build, etc.
In my scientific research I always had the "hands-on"
practical approach, means I was a scientist who experiments,
measures, builds, assembles, investigates, etc., not who
just describes or draws. Unfortunately, after the emigration
from Poland I was unable to continue this practical tradition,
because it turned out that in other countries typical
people from my circles never build themselves practically
anything, but just talk about this in a theoretical manner.
My mother was a housewife - a humble
mathematical genius. She was able to count in
memory almost as fast as present computers do.
Her counting skills always kept shocking shop
assistants, providing a lot of fun for me and my
sister, who used to accompany mother in shopping
expeditions.
Beginning years of my life were dominated by "battles"
and dangers. My parents were very poor - only
with a great difficulty managed to survive. In turn
I was stubbornly hunted by some "dark
powers". Until the time of finishing my primary school
I remember seven events when I almost lost my
life - including into this an "accidental" shooting
through my hat on the head from a shotgun (I
survived only because the colleague took with
his body almost the entire charge - he also
survived but was left an invalid for the rest of his life).
In turn until the present time I counted almost thirty
such events. The most shocking out of these events
took place on 13 November 1990, when I drove
to meet my friend, Gary Holden, living in
Aramoana.
Fortunately, something forced me to turn back
from my way - otherwise for sure I would die in
the massacre which was started in the Gary's
home.
My education followed a typical pattern
for socialist Poland. Firstly (in 1953) I started
a primary school in the nearby township
Milicz
(then having around 6000 inhabitants). I completed
this primary education in 1960. Then I attended
a high school (1960 to 1964), which was the
Gymnasium of General Education in Milicz.
I matriculated in 1964. The Certificate of Matriculation
entitled me to undertake the University Studies.
I choose to study at the
Technical University of Wroclaw,
in Poland, which then was one of the most renown universities
in Poland. (On the basis of my knowledge of other universities,
I personally believe that at that time it was the best university
in Poland, and also one of the best in the world.)
There was around 12 candidates per one sit at that university,
so me passing the entrance exams was a huge accomplishment.
I studied there from 1964 to 1970. During the last year of
studies the university granted me the so-called "scientific
scholarship" which was reserved just to a few the most
high achieving students. This scholarship entitled to the
employment at that university.
My adult life in socialist Poland was started
in 1970 after the graduation from the Technical
University in Wrocław. I became then employed
by this University initially as a Junior Lecturer, then
as a Lecturer, later as a Senior Lecturer, while
after the public defence of my doctorate in 1974 -
as an Adjunct. (In Poland the position of "Adjunct"
was an equivalent to a so-called "Reader" from
English-style Universities.) If I try to name somehow
that period in my life, I could name it "professional
successes unsupported by the feeling of fulfilment".
I climbed very fast upwards in the academic ladder.
Students worshiped my well prepared and modern
lectures - in 1981 choosing me even the "lecturer
of the year". In turn my superiors appreciated my
skills in most modern technology and my multidisciplinary
expertise. In the entire country I gained soon the
opinion of one amongst the best experts in the
area of numerical control, engineering software,
and computerisation. I was the author of the
computer language for the automatic programming
of machine tools with numerical control - which
was the first and only such language in the
entire country. My high level of expertise in
two different disciplines (namely in Mechanical
Engineering and in Computer Sciences) caused
that I became a sought-after specialist and many
factories competed for my services. In the result
I worked fulltime at the university as a scientist
and simultaneously part-time in the industry
as a scientific adviser. At the material level I
was doing very well for conditions of that time.
It was the only period in my life when I had a large,
comfortable, and modern flat with a nice furniture
and with my own cabinet-room for work and for research.
I also had a car, Fiat 126p. Every vacation I used
to spend in a nice resort from some interesting place.
I also lived in the political system which for a valid reason
was called "socialism". According to its capabilities
the government satisfied the most vital needs of
the nation. For example, everyone had a guarantee
of the job and the source of income. The entire education
and health services were for free and open for everyone.
Also their quality were still at relatively high level. The
government took also on itself the responsibility for
providing everyone with a flat, public transport, care
for children, and relaxing vacations. In the result of
all of this, I did NOT know then what is the feeling of
being unwanted, the contemplation of own worthlessness
and powerlessness, the prospect of infinitive unemployment,
or the lack of funds for the most basic needs. Neither
to myself, nor to any of my countryman, were then
known drugs, homelessness, crime in desperation, etc.
But the political system in which I then lived created
another kind of anxieties. These resulted mainly
from the dictatorship and from "rules of the fist",
which the government of that time practiced towards
the nation that it controlled. For example, from the
window of my bedroom was visible a huge military
range on which were positioned SS missiles with
nuclear heads. (In present times nuclear missiles
are also positioned in there, only that this time are
placed in there by the country at which these SS
were aimed.) So everyone in the vicinity was aware
that we all live "on a nuclear target". This is because
in case of any conflict, these SS missiles would be
destroyed first with nuclear weapon of the opposite
side. So it could happen that after someone in a
distant country got an "itchy finger", our home would
evaporate in just seconds. Other factors which
also spoiled the feeling of fulfilment at that time, was
the so-called "propaganda of success" (i.e. the way
government used to twist the truth so that failures
appeared to be successes), the lack of justice
(especially the way politicians acted "above the
law"), the lack of freedom of press and speech,
the deafness of rulers to the petitions of the nation
and the rampaging political demoralisation that
resulted from this deafness, and many more.
But the most difficult to swallow was the escalating
emptiness on shop shelves, especially the deficiency
of food. Because of the lack of life experience and
the knowledge of other political systems, in that times
we all believed that these problems, anxieties, and
tensions result from faults of the system itself. We did
NOT knew then yet, that exactly the same problems
may trouble people in practically every political system -
only that in other political systems they are released
by a slightly different mechanisms. Because every
action triggers appropriate reaction, in the result of
"rules of the fist" and drawbacks of the political system
which surrounded us, in almost the entire nation that
I was a part of, a tendency began to bring the change
of socialism into another, better political system. In turn
the only other system that then existed was the capitalism.
In 1980 a tornado of political changes
started to sweep Poland. Firstly the "Solidarity"
was organised. Then almost every patriotic
Pole became a member of Solidarity. I was
one amongst its first members. Then a "martial
law" was introduced and the destruction of
Solidarity began. At that time everyone was
puzzled that after each meeting with Lech
Wałęsa, all activists of Solidarity that participated
in the meeting were always arrested. The matter
was clarified only in 2008, when two Polish
history researchers, i.e. S. Cenckiewicz and
P. Gontarczyk, published the book "The Secret
Police and Lech Wałęsa", 780 pages, in which
they revealed that this leader of Solidarity,
the former President of Poland, and the Nobel
Prize Winner, was actually a collaborator of the
secret police, and that it was the communistic secret
police which advanced him to all these honours.
(This book and its consequences were
discussed, amongst others, in the article
"Walesa fingered as a communist spy", from
page A20 of newspaper
The New Zealand Herald,
issue dated on Thursday, June 26, 2008.)
No wonder that the original Solidarity was fast
toppled down with various traps and intrigues. In turn
when the Solidarity went down, I went down with it.
A "witch hunting" had started, and my life was in
danger. At some stage I was even chased by Police
and almost shot. With the assistance of my good
friends, I managed to leave Poland and emigrate
to New Zealand - before the regime managed to
catch me and send to Siberia. I landed in New
Zealand in 1982. A year later I was already a
permanent resident, means a person entitled
to be employed officially. In 1985 I became
a citizen of New Zealand.
The life on emigration in the period of prosperity
was, of course, incomparably easier and more
pleasant than the life in the socialist Poland.
At the time of my emigration from Poland, New
Zealand was ruled by an excellent leader.
His name was Sir Robert Muldoon (1921-1992)
and he was the Prime Minister of New Zealand
from 1975 to 1984. The country under his rules
was in the period of probably the best economical
and social situation in the entire its history. Thus
initially I could find a job and the source of income
without any difficulty. For the first year (i.e. 1982)
of my emigration period I was employed by the
Canterbury University
from the sunny and beautiful city of Christchurch.
I had a very good luck to work in this city, as in
my personal opinion Christchurch is the most
beautiful, climatically the most pleasant, and the
best located city of the entire New Zealand. In turn
for the next four years (i.e. 1983 to 1987) I worked at the
Southland Polytechnic
in Invercargill - i.e. the most south located large city
on the Earth. At that time New Zealand was almost
a heaven on the Earth. Wise and excellent rules of
its Prime-Minister caused that jobs were practically
for everyone (the TRUE unemployment was then
only at the level of around 3%), industry was blooming
in the country, and there was a significant need for
highly qualified experts with my level of expertise.
The Muldoon's government was constructing so
many new factories, powerstations, roads, public
buildings, etc., etc. - that later after a quarter
of century of selling, closing down, neglecting,
bureaucratising, and suffocating by next
governments, these still could NOT be fully
destroyed, wasted, or chased overseas.
Streets were full of laughing, satisfied with life, and
happy people. New Zealand was the highly desired
country to which emigrated people from Europe,
USA, Australia and from other rich countries of the
world, while the outflow emigration almost did NOT
exist in there. (For example, Sir Robert Muldoon was
quoted in many countries for his famous saying that
"New Zealanders who emigrate to Australia increase
the level of IQ in both these countries".) The New
Zealand dollar was then equal to the USA dollar.
Shops were full of all sorts of modern goods, most
of which were manufactured locally, while ordinary
people had money to buy these goods and to lead
the enjoyable lifestyles. The crime almost did not
exist - e.g. the majority of New Zealanders driving
to the city used to leave doors of their houses
invitingly open. The education and health care were
for free for everyone. Also practiced was the true
freedom of press and the governmental information
which was honest, reliable, true, and deprived any
propaganda.
In times when, as a Solidarity activist, I endangered
my life to change the social system into the one
which would be "better" than socialism, I had quite
a clear picture as to how such a better system should
look like. After I arrived to New Zealand, I was nicely
surprised to discover, that the leadership of
Sir Robert Muldoon
in my own opinion really implemented just such an
"ideal" social system. Therefore I belong to a small
minority group of these rare New Zealanders who
admire the greatness and intellectual genius of this exceptional
leader. In my opinion, if instead of a small New Zealand,
this immensely capable leader ruled e.g. the USA
or Russia, then with his accomplishments he would
surpass all the most great leaders of the world, including
John Kennedy and Peter the Great. I also completely
do NOT understand why the leader during rules of
whom New Zealand was at the top of prosperity
and was a "heaven on Earth", holds so low opinion
in eyes of his own countrymen. (It seems that the
old saying "most difficult is to become a prophet
in our own country" applies also for politicians.)
But whatever New Zealanders would claim about
Sir Robert Muldoon, personally I am grateful to
God that although just for 2 years, still God gave
me the chance to experience the life in the country
ruled by the greatest in my opinion political leader
that I ever had the honour to watch in action.
Unfortunately, in 1984 the political party of this
exceptional leader was defeated in the election.
The opposition got to power. Following this
defeat, the period of economical fall-down
and unemployment has arrived to the country.
In turn the life in the country which is being
dismantled economically is NOT a fun at all.
In February 1988, means in the initial period
of the rules of new leaders, when the situation
in the country still was NOT so critical, I changed
my job and shifted to the
Otago University.
This university was located in a small, chronically
cold, cloudy, and rainy Dunedin. Just before the
first signs of the economic depression hit New
Zealand, in 1990 I lost this new job.
For the next two years I was unemployed.
These were the most depressing, and filled with
the biggest uncertainty of tomorrow, two years in
the entire my life so-far. You can imagine how
I felt at that time. I lived alone in a country which
still was a bit strange for me. Dunedin turned
out to be the continually cold, cloudy, and rainy
city of the kind which in English is described by
the expression "one horse city", in which there
are no indoor entertainments while the weather
is always too depressing to go outdoors. I had no work nor
income in there. For almost two next years I did
NOT receive any unemployment benefit. At that
time practically everything became "user paid"
in there - means even visit to a doctor or hospital
required significant funds. My savings were melting
away very fast. Nearest supportive souls who
could help me in case I got in any troubles lived
on an opposite side of the world, means in Poland.
And in addition to all these I watched around myself
how the social system was dismantled for which not
long before I was risking my life as an activist of
Solidarity. New Zealand went then through a very
brutal change from the care for people that prevailed
in there before, into the care for income and money
that prevails in there now. It was started from selling
all crown assets, means from selling everything that
previously belonged to the government. Thus sold
were the crown factories, buildings, land, railways,
etc.
Whatever could NOT be sold, e.g. powerstations,
electricity powerlines, telephones, etc., was formed
into companies on their own budget and capital.
Thus everything started to be "user paid", including
even the areas which are the traditional responsibility
of government, such as the health system or education.
Of course, without the protection from the crown, the
majority of factories soon bankrupted. Others which
temporally survived, with the elapse of time were so
troubled with taxes, bureaucracy, and so-called
"red tape" (means hostile laws), that they started
to shift overseas. So the galloping unemployment
has started. The lack of money amongst people caused
that shops also got empty and collapsed. In turn the
collapse of shops and the lack of money amongst
population caused the collapse of small craft,
manufacturing, and services. In this way the competition
was wiped out. Almost everything has became someone's
monopoly. In turn monopolies have this bad habit
that they increase prices unreasonably. In turn the
unjustified raising of prices caused the rampaging
inflation. The value of New Zealand dollar fell-down
to only around 40 US cents. People become desperate.
The crime began to raise rapidly.
Streets in cities got empty, especially in evenings.
In many places where just a few years earlier in
evenings footpaths were filled with lights, tables
of Coffee Shops, and with walking, talking, happy,
and satisfied with life people, started to scare dark
eyeholes of shop windows blocked with planks.
In face of hopelessness of the situation many
people started to seek refuge in alcohol and in
drugs. In order the succession of governments
was still able to claim the success, the freedom
of mass media became gradually eroded,
while the reliable information became replaced
with the "propaganda of success" of the style
which I knew so well from times of communism.
For example, instead of counting the "number of unemployed"
as the true number of people who wish to work,
but for whom there is no work, this "propaganda
of success" started to count the number of people
to whom the unemployment benefit is granted.
In turn the access to this unemployment benefit
could be manipulated on paper by bureaucrats
without decreasing the number of actual unemployed
people. Also the massive escape (exit emigration)
of population from New Zealand has started
(e.g. to Australia).
I have NOT mentioned yet the so-called cultural
shock. On the other hand this cultural shock
is like the "jet-leg", only that it affects our customs,
habits, attitudes, and philosophies instead of biological clocks.
Namely, every emigrant is going through it. Also, similarly
to the jet-leg, the further from the country of birth
one emigrates, the stronger this cultural shock is.
In turn there are almost no two more distant countries
than Poland and New Zealand. Fortunately, the
cultural shock eases with the elapse of time. Now
I can be proud that I almost got over it. However,
always remain some areas, especially regarding food,
taste, and attitudes, which do not want to go away.
For example, practically every now and again I am
craving for these tens of different kinds of Polish sausages,
which NOT only are named differently, but which
also taste drastically different. I still miss Polish-style buildings
which are well heated, in which people are NOT cold,
which are thermally well insulated to maintain cheaply
the temperature of 23 degrees, and which are build
of bricks, not plywood. I also somehow can't get used
to the amount of sport in TV and in everyday life,
to empty footpaths after 5 pm, to emphases on bodies,
to the lack of prizing intellectual accomplishments,
and to these advertisements which try to convince
onlookers that the best lifestyle is to do nothing.
After two years of unemployment without getting any
"dole", in 1992 I also decided to leave New Zealand
and go overseas in search of income and bread.
In this way I started my wandering through the
world in search of bread. When I already
had my airline tickets, they started to pay me
the unemployment benefit ("dole"). So I was
put in the situation that after just a few weeks
of taking this illusive "dole", I was forced to resign
from it voluntarily. This is because I decided that
I will not change my plans of the wandering through
the world in search of bread. (If they would pay
me the "dole" from the very beginning, I would
never decide to leave the country for this wander
in search of bread.) After leaving New Zealand
I signed three subsequent contracts for university
professorships. The first of these contracts was for
the academic year 1992/3 on the post of Associate
Professor in the
Eastern Mediterranean University
located in the city of Famagusta from the Northern
Cyprus. This contract provided me with the opportunity
to get to know and to experience in person the Mediterranean
culture, nature, and glorious history. I lived at the
shore of a beautiful sea, just only a few kilometres
from the ancient city of Salamis and the historic city
of Famagusta (both these cities are still surrounded
with old defence walls). A next, three-years long, contract
I signed in 1993 for the post of Associate Professor in the
University Malaya
located in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. This one gave
me the opportunity to taste the metropolitan life in the
magnificent metropolis in which itself lives almost the
same number of people as in the entire New Zealand.
Differently from cities in New Zealand, Kuala Lumpur
always is buzzing with people, never sleeps, has
unlimited number of entertainments and attractions
to attend, has a number of cultural events to choose
from, and its level of technology and modernisation
belongs to the highest in the world. My last contract
was for two years also as an Associate Professor. I
signed it in 1996 with the
University of Malaysia Sarawak
located in the city of Kuching from the tropical Island
of Borneo. This contract let me learn how magnificent
is the nature in tropics, and how sincere and friendly
are people that live close to the nature. People in
Borneo were so friendly and so nice, and make
my life so pleasant, that if I could I would be happy
to stay with them for the rest of my life. It was also
Borneo where I experienced a wonderful phenomenon
which is described on the web page
nirvana.htm - about the totaliztic nirvana.
Unfortunately, soon after I started my contract in Borneo
the entire area of the south-east Asia was crippled by the
so-called "Asian Crisis". In the result of this crisis, the
value of local currency fell down to only around 30%
of the initial value. Thus around two-third of my earnings
from both contracts in Malaysia simply evaporated almost
overnight. In addition, countries affected with this crisis could
NOT afford to hire overseas professors like myself. Thus
when my contract in Borneo has expired, there were no
chances for signing another one.
At the end of 1998 I returned to New Zealand.
Another period in my life has begun which can
be well described by the English proverb "a
beggar cannot be choosy". Starting from
1999 I managed to secure a job in New Zealand.
Unfortunately it was for a price. Already farming-only
oriented New Zealand with by then almost completely
destroyed industry did not need people with my area
of technical expertise. Thus it gave me a big favour
by providing me with any job at all. I landed on a lowest
academic position that was available in a tiny
Aoraki Polytechnic
from a small township called Timaru. This
polytechnic was the smallest tertiary educational
institution in which I ever worked. However,
the work in it turned out to be the most stressful.
This polytechnic was so small, that in my
previous professional career just myself I lectured
more different subjects than the number of subjects
offered to all students on this polytechnic. Unfortunately,
at the end of 2000 I was made redundant even
from this lowest position. The reason for this
redundancy, which was communicated to me,
was a rapid and unexpected drop in student
numbers. I parted from there with a kind of
relief, because the work atmosphere was there
the worst from all places in which I worked in
my entire life. Also no other educational institution
I saw being abandoned by so many lecturers
in a short period of just a few years, as that one.
As from 12 February 2001 I started to work as
an Academic Staff Member in the
Wellington Institute of Technology
located in the Petone suburb of the capitol of New
Zealand (i.e. Wellington) - also on the lowest
position that was available at this institution.
Already in the first year of employment I received
the honourable distinction of the "team member of
the year" from the management of this institute.
I worked in Wellington until 23 September 2005 -
when I was again made redundant with the explanation
that student numbers of this institute also rapidly
dropped down. In fact this drop in student numbers
was so significant that I could notice it even with
a naked eye - since the beginning of 2005
classrooms of the Wellington Institute of Technology
were almost empty. From stories of my colleagues
I learned that equally empty became then also almost
all tertiary educational institutions in New Zealand.
Reasons for this rapid emptying of educational
institutions probably were rather complex and
included many factors, e.g. high fees taken
from students by these institutions, the lack of
jobs for people with a high education, the low
academic level of local institutions which caused
that some countries (e.g. China) ceased to send
their scholarships winners to this country, etc., etc.
But I personally believe that the most vital reason
for this emptiness in tertiary education was the
mass exit emigration (i.e. the escape of population).
After all, since the time when the economic
depression was started in New Zealand, the black
years of increasingly faster escape overseas of
young and ambitious New Zealanders have also
begun. This escape was quite massive, while
subjected to it were the most ambitious, capable,
and creative young people, means practically
the "salt of the nation". For example, recently
each year to Australia escapes almost 1 percent
of the entire population of New Zealand (which
has only around four-millions of people) - for
details see the article "28,000 a year leave for
Aust.", from page A1 of the New Zealand newspaper
The Press,
issue dated on Tuesday, February 5, 2008.)
After this last lost of my "permanent" job in 2005,
I still had the hope that I manage to find another one.
Thus almost the entire my time I was devoting for
seeking my next permanent job. Unfortunately,
until the time of subsequent reorganisation of the
content of this web page in March 2008, such a
permanent job for me was nowhere to be found.
The only thing that make a small break in my
continuous unemployment was an invitation to
the post of a Visiting Professor in the
South Korea
for a brief period of 10 months. Koreans turned
out to be the nicest nation that I got to know in
my life, while the level of their technology - the
highest which so-far I encountered practically.
Equally fascinating and worth of getting to know
was the culture and history of Korea. Therefore
this brief Professorship in Korea I recall with
the same pleasure and sentiment as the work
in the serene Borneo. This Professorship in
Korea initially had a potential to became extended.
But soon after it was initiated, the lawmakers
of Korea issued the law that overseas Professors
who visit that country must be under 60 years old.
At that time I had already 61 years. Fortunately,
my earlier invitation for the Visiting Professorship
was honoured and I was allowed to work there
for the full length of 10 months.
All signs on heaven and Earth indicate,
that in present economic circumstances,
my unemployment without the dole
(i.e. the present kind of unemployment when
I am not entitled to an the unemployment
benefit) started on 23 September 2005, is
going to continue until the time I reach the
retirement age. Unfortunately, some time
ago government of the country I live in
decided to accomplish further savings through
extending the age of citizens becoming eligible
to the retirement, to 65 years old. There
also is no option of an "early retirement"
which various other countries offer (e.g.
Malaysia). So it appears that my living from
savings is to last for the duration of 6 years,
means up to 2011. Similarly as this was the
case during my previous long period of
unemployment from years 1990 to 1992,
again some law turned out to be in power
(a different one than previously) which
make me ineligible for the unemployment
benefit. So I am again forced to live from my
savings. Fortunately for me, my moral strength
stems from the fact, that in spite of all hardship
and the lack of appreciation for my creative
accomplishments and my contribution to the science,
in spite of such wasting by the society my knowledge,
expertise, inventions, and my thorough education,
still I can be proud that once in my life I accomplished
the level of a full professorship at a renown university.
In turn, with being a professor is like with being
a general - means
once a professor, always a professor.
Thus, one thing is now for sure, namely that no
matter whether I am going to find any other
employment, still I can have a moral satisfaction,
that while being unemployed, I still have
the honour of remaining an unemployed
former Professor from a renown university.
The majority of life histories contain in themselves
a moral. If we analyse my
own fate, clearly such a "moral" emerges from
it as well. It is visible from the stubborn persistence
with which "something" causes that wherever I go,
whatever I do, some strange and powerful "dark
forces" cause that it always finishes with a
defeat and with depriving me all chances for
implementing what I tried to accomplish in my
life. Such a "lost battle", which ends almost all endeavours
in my life, is highly meaningful. Especially if one
accepts that the goal and the mission of my life
could be completing and implementing at least
some amongst my breakthrough inventions and
intellectual accomplishments that I described in
parts #D and #E of this web page. After all, whatever
affects us in our lives, it always have some reasons.
In turn reasons for this repetitive strings of lost
battles which continually trouble my life, can also
be the fact, that if I encountered the correct intellectual
climate and right research conditions, then most
probably I would complete and implement a significant
proportion from what I described in parts #D and #E
of this web page. In turn possible accomplishing
these inventions would be highly inconvenient for
the "dark forces". Therefore no-one should be
surprised that the true moral that results from the
course of my life, are conclusions which I described
on the web page
evil.htm - about origins of all evil on the Earth.
#B2.
Fate of my family, versus the history of the village
Wszewilki:
The small village
Wszewilki,
in which I was born in 1946, is a part of
the old Polish province called the "Lower
Silesia". But for a significant period of time,
means since 1741 when almost the entire
Silesia was annexed by the Kingdom of
Prussia, until the end of World War Two
in 1945, the Lower Silesia, including the
village of Wszewilki, became a part of
Germany. The village Wszewilki lies a
bit over 50 km towards north from the city of
Wrocław -
which is the capitol of the province. As the
reader probably knows, Lower Silesia lies
in the south-west part of present Poland,
not far from Germany and Czech.
Wszewilki is a historically significant village.
In old times through Wszewilki ran a branch
of the so-called "Amber Route". In fact this route
in distant past passed just by the present location
of my family home. Also, until around 1890,
Wszewilki was the location of the annual market
for horses, which was famous in almost the entire
central Europe. My grandfather arrived to this
market from as far as the White Russia. His
excellent knowledge of horses caused that
he was then employed as an equerry by the
Graf von Kolande from a nearby estate.
The grandfather met my grandmother in
there. This was possible because "on the
distaff side" the family of my grandmother
originates from the vicinity of the village of
Wszewilki.
My mother was also born not far from Wszewilki.
In this manner the majority of my family on the
distaff side, for many generations lived in the
vicinity of Wszewilki. Bones of many of my
ancestors are spread not far from Wszewilki.
For example the grandmother of my mother
(means my great-great-grandmother),
was buried by the church in nearby
Cieszków. Some from my ancestors were
also buried by the church in Trzebicko.
My auntie autochthon lived in nearby Jankowo
until a half of 1950s. As a teenager (i.e. around
1920) my mother worked in the estate from
nearby Stawiec. In Wszewilki she had then
many close girlfriends which she visited for
coffee after Sunday churches. However, after
Hitler got to power, parents of my mother
emigrated from Germany to Poland.
After the Second Word War finished, almost
all inhabitants of the village
Wszewilki
in which I was born, and from other nearby
villages, were changed to new ones. This is
because former citizens of Germany that
used to live in these villages until almost the
end of war, escaped to Germany from the
attacking Red Army. Thus, after the war they
were replaced by incoming people from the
area of Poland, and from what before the
war was the Polish Ukraine. In the result of
this complete change of population, knowledge
of history and tradition of Wszewilki almost
completely disappeared. But by a strange
coincidence my mother was amongst incoming
Polish population that arrived to the area of
Wszewilki after the war. In turn my mother
knew the area very well, as she spent her
childhood in there.
The origin of many generations of my ancestors
on the distaff side, from the vicinity of Wszewilki
and Milicz, causes that from the family verbal
tradition I got to know a lot of facts about the
history of this land. Probably I am just amongst
these last rare people who are still alive and who
know the history of this area from the family
spoken tradition. This is why as a kind of
patriotic duty I considered to write-down historical
facts which still are known to me. These known
to me historical facts regarding the village of
Wszewilki are described on several totaliztic
web pages, e.g. on web pages
wszewilki_uk.htm - about the village of Wszewilki,
milicz_uk.htm - about the town of Milicz,
bitwa_o_milicz_uk.htm - about the battle for the liberation of Milicz, and
sw_andrzej_bobola_uk.htm - about the church of St. Andrea Bobola in Milicz.
On one of these totaliztic web pages regarding
the village Wszewilki, namely on the page
wszewilki_jutra_uk.htm - about my dreams on the future for the village Wszewilki,
I dream openly, how nice it would be if
Wszewilki could rebuild one day the old
central square of the village, which was purposely
destroyed around 1875. Or at least, if Wszewilki
could rebuild the old church, and also erect
for itself a new museum.
(a)
(b)
(c)
Fig. #1abc: Here is my appearance
(i.e. the appearance of Dr Eng. Jan Pajak)
in the period of time when I was the most
creative in these areas of my research
which presently I am forced to describe as
my "scientific hobby". (You can click on the
selected photograph to see it enlarged.)
Fig. #1a (left):
Here is my photo that was taken in New Zealand
around 1985 (unfortunately I do not remember
the exact date) - means around the time when
I formulated the
theory of everything named the
Concept of Dipolar Gravity,
and also the most moral, progressive, peaceful
and fulfilling philosophy in the world called
totalizm.
Fig. #1b (middle):
Here is my photo of a passport type, took in
summer of 1991. When this photo was taken
I was in the middle of my first long unemployment
(without getting the dole), and facing a difficult
decision of leaving the economically depressed
New Zealand to wander in search of income
and bread. At the time of taking this photograph
my research was revolving around the ideas
of telekinesis, telekinetic cells, and telekinetic
free energy devices - for details see web pages
free_energy.htm - about telekinetic generators of free energy, and
boiler.htm - about the shocking history of the revolutionary boiler which bits all possible records.
Fig. #1c (right):
Here is my recent photo. I took it for my for my
personal ID on 19 July 2004 - means around
the time when I prepared the first version of this
web page. Around the time it was taken I did
a lot of research on the moral lessons stemming
from history of inventions and on the development
of modern applications for old historic inventions -
for example see web pages
mozajski_uk.htm - about the first, steam-propelled airplane in the world, or
seismograph.htm - about the apparatus for the remote detection of impending earthquakes.
The above photograph reflects quite well
how I look like even currently.
* * *
Notice that you can see the enlargement
of each photograph from this web site, simply by clicking on this photograph.
Most of the Internet browsers that you may use, including the popular "Internet Explorer",
allow also to download
each illustration to your own computer, and then look at it, reduce or enlarge
the size of it, or print it, with your own graphical software.
Part #C:
The course of my professional career:
#C1.
Multidisciplinary professional employments:
I have the pleasure and honour to belong
to these rare scientists, whom their job
could extend into several different disciplines.
The capability of this multidisciplinary
extension of my job I own just to the exceptional
academic level on the Technical University
of Wrocław in which I finished my studies.
As I explained this earlier, according to my
own (means unofficial) estimates, the academic
level of teaching at the Technical University
of Wroclaw in times when I finished that university
most probably was amongst the highest in the
world. On this excellent education I capitalise
later during the entire my life. It is because it
allowed me to lecture later on overseas universities
not only in Mechanical Engineering - in which
I was originally educated, and not only Computer
Sciences (informatics) - which I learned during
the completion of Master Diploma and my
Doctorate from the computer Assisted Design
(i.e. from the area which presently is called CAD/CAM),
but also lecture Theoretical Mechanics, Electronics,
Electrical Engineering, History of Technology (or
Engineering and Society), and lately even Mathematics.
My multidisciplinary professional orientation caused
that in my career I lectured with equal success
in two major disciplines, and in several additional
specialisations. Amongst these two major disciplines
I lectured (1) Mechanical Engineering, and (2)
Computer Sciences (also called informatics).
In the Mechanical Engineering I accomplished
the level of Associate Professor. In Computer
Sciences I accomplished the level of a Full Professor.
Because each of the two major disciplines
represented like a different section of my
professional life, below I am going to discuss
each one of them in a separate item.
#C2.
My professional career in Mechanical Engineering:
My professional career in Mechanical Engineering
was started with my employment in 1970 as a
junior lecturer at the
Technical University of Wrocław.
After this employment I climbed fast upwards in the
academic hierarchy, becoming a lecturer and a
senior lecturer within just three next years. After the
defence of my Doctoral Thesis in 1974, I was promoted
to the post of "adiunkt" (an "adiunkt" at Polish universities
was then an equivalent to a "Reader" in the English
university system), on the same
Technical University of Wrocław.
Simultaneously with the work at the university, in years
1978 until the end of 1981 I worked part time as a scientific
consultant in the Department of Production Technology
of the Bus and truck production factory called
Polmo-Jelcz.
This employment in industry gave me an excellent
understanding of industrial reality of Mechanical
Engineering. When I emigrated to New Zealand in
1982, initially I was employed in there for one year at the
University of Canterbury
in Christchurch, as so-called "Post-Doctoral Fellow".
This employment was in the specialisation of Mechanical
Engineering. However, I interrupted work in this specialisation
in 1983, when I got employed at the Polytechnic in
Invercargill - as I am going to describe this in next
item of this web page. To the Mechanical Engineering
I returned again in 1993 when I was employed as an
Associate Professor on the
University Malaya
in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. After completing that contract
in 1996 I went to a two-year contract of an Associate
Professor on the
University of Malaysia Sarawak
from the city Kuching, in the Malaysian province named
Sarawak on the tropical island of Borneo. That professorial
contract I completed in 1998. After that date and contract
I ceased to work in the Mechanical Engineering.
#C3.
My professional career in Computer Sciences:
An excellent preparation to my job in Computer
Sciences was my Master Diploma and my
Doctoral Thesis. Both of these were strictly
linked to computer modelling and programming
of problems from the area of engineering.
In years 1975 to 1977 I was also employed
part time in the presently non-existing computer
production factory called Mera-Elwro. This work
I had simultaneously with my employment at
the Technical University of Wrocław. I worked
in Mera-Elwro as a scientific adviser in the
Division of Engineering Software Development.
In fact when I used to work in the Mera-Elwro,
it was the largest computer producing factory
in the Eastern Europe. Unfortunately, later this
factory was liquidated - so I am unable to provide
a link to its web page. The only thing that remained
from it until today, is a miniature service workshop
which carries a slightly similar name (of the
Elwro-System),
but which does NOT represent computing
traditions of the Mera-Elwro factory.
That part time in computer industry gave me
excellent understanding of computers and
software, on which understanding I capitalised
later for many years as a lecturer of informatics
and Computer Sciences.
My lecturing job in Computer Sciences was
initiated only after I emigrated to New Zealand.
Namely, after completing one-year post-doctoral
fellowship in Mechanical Engineering at the
University of Canterbury
in Christchurch, in 1983 I found a permanent job at the
Southland Polytechnic
in Invercargill, New Zealand. It was my first work
in the discipline "Computer Sciences" (also called
Informatics). Because I always had an ambition to
become a Professor at an university, in 1988 I
resigned myself from that polytechnic and accepted
a job as a Senior Lecturer in Software Engineering
at the
University of Otago
in Dunedin, New Zealand. As I already described it
earlier, I lost this job in 1990. After almost two years
of unemployment (without getting an unemployment
benefit), in 1992 I started one-year contract to the post
of Associate Professor in Software Engineering at the
Eastern Mediterranean University
in Famagusta from the Northern Cyprus. After that contract
I returned back to lecturing in Mechanical Engineering,
lecturing as an Associate Professor in Malaysia and in
the tropical island of Borneo. In 1998 I returned to New
Zealand, while from 1999 I started a next lecturing
job in computer programming at the small
Aoraki Polytechnic
from the town Timaru. Unfortunately, by the end of 2000
was made redundant also from this Polytechnic.
As from 12 February 2001 I started to work as an
academic staff member in the
Wellington Institute of Technology,
from Petone near Wellington, still in Information technology.
After loosing also that employment in 2005, in 2007 I was
invited for 10 months to the post of a Full Professor by the
University in Suwon from the South Korea - about which I
wrote already before. That short-term Full Professorship
in Computer Sciences was my last place of employment,
and simultaneously the highest academic post that I
accomplished in my entire life.
Fig. #2: Here is myself (Dr Jan Pajak) in
the so-called "Sky Bridge" at 42nd
floor of KLCC in Kuala Lumpur,
Malaysia. Malaysia is very close
to me, because in years 1993 to
1998 I was having in there two
professorial contracts at the
Universiti Malaya in Kuala Lumpur,
then also at the University Malaysia
Sarawak in Kuching on the tropical
island of Borneo.
Photographed on 30 December 2002.
The name KLCC is assigned to two
skyscrapers constructed as "twin
towers" in the centre of Kuala Lumpur,
Malaysia. They are the only "twin
towers" in the world still left standing,
which belong to the exclusive club
of highest buildings in the world.
The "Sky Bridge" links both these
towers at slightly less than a half
of their heights. The positioning
of this sky bridge which links both
towers, is visible on the next photograph
of the entire KLCC.
Fig. #3: This is how the "Twin
Towers" (KLCC) from Kuala Lumpur
in Malaysia look like. These towers
were constructed in the period of time
when I was on my professorial contract
in Malaysia. Thus they are relatively
sentimental buildings for me, as in some
sense I feel as if I was participating in their
construction. At present these are the
only twin towers in the world left still
standing. Their fame spread around
the world enough that presently are
equally well known as were the WTC
skyscrapers from New York.
The famous "Sky Bridge" is visible
on this photo as it links both
towers approximately at less
than a half of their height. How this
Sky Bridge looks like inside it can
be seen in the previous "Fig. #2".
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By the way, KLCC is one of technical
wonders of the present world. (Other
technical wonders of this world I discuss
on the web page about
New Zealand.)
Therefore, if you already are in tropical
Kuala Lumpur, or somewhere near to it,
I would strongly recommend to visit these
twin towers and to see them with your own
eyes.
Part #D:
My scientific hobby and research interests outside of my job:
#D1.
Why my scientific hobby and outside-of-job research interests I am forced to clearly separate from my professional research:
If one classifies the hobby and outside-of-job
interests of other scientists, then they fall
into two major categories, namely (1) these
which are completely different from the
profession of a scientist (e.g. singing in
a choir - which practiced one of my New
Zealand superiors), and (2) these which
are like an extension of the profession of
a scientist (e.g. carrying out hobby-like
research in the same or in a different
discipline). From my watching of colleagues
it stems that in both such cases typical
scientists can openly discuss their hobby
interests with other colleagues and with
students. In turn when their hobby is close
to their scientific specialisation, as this was
the case e.g. with Albert Einstein, frequently
the majority of their lecturing time they devote
to discussions on their hobby.
However, in my case the situation looks very
different. It does not help me that my hobby is
in fact an extension of my professional scientific
interests. For example, for my hobby I develop
various inventions, such as
Magnocraft (means a space vehicle with magnetic propulsion system), or
telekinetic cell (means a generator of energy of the future).
Practically all my inventions are related to the
subject area which I lecture in the scope of my
profession as an academic in Mechanical Engineering.
But for many different reasons, about these
inventions I am not allowed to discuss openly
with my professional colleagues nor with my students.
I am also not allowed to research these inventions
nor build them within the scope of my professional
scientific research. On a different scientific field, as
my hobby I carry out research, amongst others,
on the so-called "timespace" discussed on totaliztic
web pages about
Concept of Dipolar Gravity, or about
time vehicles.
This timespace is a version of so-called "object-oriented
programming" the lecturing of which I carry out within
the scope of my jobs in informatics. However, still i am
not allowed to discuss this time-space with my colleagues
nor with students, similarly as I am disallowed to discuss
many other similar topics which I research within my hobby
and which have a link to informatics or computer science.
Expressing this in other words, in spite that my
hobby and outside-of-job interests are like an extension
of my profession and have a close link with whatever
I lecture professionally, still for many reasons (e.g.
because of a kind of atmosphere which prevails
in present scientific institutions which (the atmosphere)
decisively decides what can be discussed openly at
universities, while what should be shamed and hide),
I am forced to clearly separate my job interests from
my scientific hobby. Why is so, I myself have difficulty
to understand. Perhaps the reader is able to work it
out on the examples of topics which I research outside
of my job as my scientific hobby. The most important
out of these topics I am describing below.
#D2.
The theory of everything called the
Concept of Dipolar Gravity -
means the most important intellectual product of my scientific hobby:
Within the scope of my scientific hobby I
developed quite a large number of various
creative ideas, including new scientific theories,
new inventions, new trends, etc. If someone
asks me what I consider to be the most
important hobby contribution in this avalanche
of my creative ideas, without a hesitation
I would indicate the scientific
theory of everything
which I developed within the scope of my
hobby, and which I called the
Concept of Dipolar Gravity.
The scientific foundations of the
Concept of Dipolar Gravity
are very simple. Namely this theory describes how
the universe would look like if the gravitational field
turns out to be so-called "dipolar field" (i.e. the field
which has two different poles, such as poles N and
S in the magnetic field), instead to be so-called
"monopolar field" for which gravity is claimed to be
by the official science to-date (i.e. the science to-date
considers gravity to be monopolar field similar to
electrical field). Interesting aspect of this
Concept of Dipolar Gravity
is, that in fact it proves formally that gravity is
the dipolar field, means that it is exactly as
this concept describes it. (Thus, according
to this proof, gravity is NOT a monopolar field
for which it is taken by the official science to-date.)
A spectacular finding of the key to this extraordinary
theory which explains practically everything that
we still do not know, and thus which deserves to
be called the
theory of everything,
took place in 1985. Later I named this theory the
Concept of Dipolar Gravity.
Namely, after I realized the inadequacy
of the old concept of monopolar gravity
presently adhered by our orthodox
scientists, I tried to find an error
in the formulation of that concept.
This error causes that the old concept
is contradictive to the natural order
of things. I read for this purpose a
lot of publications concerning gravity,
and constantly though over its existing
formulation. One extremely beautiful
afternoon, in spring of 1985 (most
probably it was during the New Zealand
vacation break in a half of August 1985)
I was walking around the park in Invercargill.
The park in Invercargill is one of
the most beautiful parks in New Zealand,
and at that particular time it was
especially beautiful - full of spring
flowers, with the nature awakening to
life and with the air filled up with
a kind of happiness. Rapidly a key to
the solution of gravity problem appeared
in my mind. It was rather a spectacular
moment in my life, as in this majestic
day and beautiful environment, it hit
my awareness as a lightning and in a
split of second it turned upside down
my entire understanding of the universe.
The key to the complete understanding
of gravity turned out to be the fact,
that the old concept considers gravity
"a priori" to be a monopolar type of
field, while it is necessary to consider
also whether gravity does not have a
dipolar character. After I found this
key, it was possible to gradually work
out the foundations of the new Concept
of Dipolar Gravity, the most early version
of which was initially published in
the Polish monograph [1] (the one, the
scientific value of which was disqualified
by the Scientific Council of the Institute
TBM of the Technical University of Wroclaw,
Poland), while the latest version is
presented in chapters H and I of monograph
[1/4].
The
Concept of Dipolar Gravity
turned out for me a kind of scientific stimulant
which induced a whole avalanche of various
discoveries, findings, explanations, and inventions.
After all, just from the area of new scientific
explanations, this concept provides explanations
to practically everything that science to-date
was unable to explain. In order to give here
several examples of phenomena which the
concept explained, these include, amongst others:
telekinesis,
telepathy,
nirvana, or
reversible passage of time.
This concept also opened doors for the
humanity to new philosophical trends - e.g.
see the descriptions of philosophies of
totalizm and
parasitism.
It also indicated the possibility of realising the
previously unknown technologies (e.g. see
the so-called
telekinetic generators of free energy),
and unknown earlier propulsion systems
(e.g. see the so-called
telekinetic propulsion of flying vehicles of the Magnocraft type).
A list of benefits which are opened for the
humanity by this concept practically has
no end. Not without reasons its numerous
applications allow it to be named the
theory of everything.
The Concept of Dipolar Gravity, as well as its
numerous consequences to our civilisation,
is described extensively on several totaliztic
web pages.
For example, the descriptions of it are
provided not only on web pages entirely
devoted to this concept - means on the
web pages about the
Concept of Dipolar Gravity,
but also on web pages about
humanity,
time vehicles,
Magnocraft,
telekinesis,
telepathy,
destructive capabilities of UFO vehicles,
totalizm,
parasitism, and
nirvana.
From the philosophical point of view the
only difference between e.g. a "windmill"
and a free-energy generator (or - as such
a generator used to be called in past, a
"perpetual motion device") is the length of time in which the propelling medium provides a steady energy supply to a given device. So if there exists a "wind" which blows continually, steadily, and strongly for, let's say, one million years, then the "windmill" which such a "wind" would propel, would become a "perpetual motion device". Thus, from the point of view of philosophy, "perpetual motion devices" can be build - if we find a propelling medium (e.g. a "wind") which provides a steady energy supply continually for thousands of years. But the discipline of thermodynamics claims the exact opposite. It states that "perpetual motion devices cannot work" at all, as their operation supposedly would run against the statistic predictions which carry the name of "laws of thermodynamics". So it would be an interesting situation if philosophy proves to thermodynamics that so-called "laws of thermodynamics" are still incomplete because were NOT consulted with philosophy. After all, various sciences know "winds" that "blow" continually and steadily for millions of years. To indicate here some examples of such "winds", these include: the rotation of our planet Earth, the motion of Moon around the Earth, the magnetic field of the Earth, waves of a "cosmic noise", temperature difference between surface of the Earth and e.g. the absolute zero of cosmic space or coolness of upper atmosphere, various behaviours of elementary particles, and many more. So if, for example, we construct a "flywheel", which meets following easy-to-fulfil conditions: (1) it has the so-called "momentum of inertia" larger than its "friction torque", (2) it is perfectly balanced - so that the gravitational field of the Earth does NOT influence its angular orientation, and (3) it is so assembled in a given location that the axis of rotation of this flywheel is exactly parallel to the axis of the Earth’s rotation; then such a flywheel should create an everlasting motion in relationship to the Earth, with the speed of one rotation per day (or more strictly, this flywheel would remain motionless in relationship to our solar system, while the Earth would rotate around it once per each day). So such a flywheel - if constructed and provided with an appropriate gearbox linked to a pointer, could prove empirically that philosophical principles are more advanced than so-called "laws of thermodynamics". This in turn would have enormous implications for all areas of science and technology. For example, it would provide the society with a rather illustrative example that philosophy still remains the "mother of all sciences", and thus it would increase the rate of employment of graduates of philosophy in all areas of science and engineering. It would also change our entire civilisation, as it would pave the way for the development of various principles that would allow to draw free energy and everlasting motion from various perpetual "winds". In turn implementation of these principles would allow the humanity to generate energy without any consumption of fuels (and thus also without causing pollution) from phenomena which currently no scientist have a courage to investigate because these run at the collision course with "laws of thermodynamics".
The
theory of everything
described earlier and called the
Concept of Dipolar Gravity
revealed that in the universe the most
natural state is the continuous friction-free
motion which prevails in the separate
world called the "counter-world". Only
after appropriate and highly-intricate
transformations, this perpetual motion
from the counter-world is turned into the
motionless, inertia, and friction from
our physical world - as this is described
more comprehensively in item #B1 from
totaliztic web page
evolution.htm - about evolution,
in item #I2 from "part I" of the internet web page
dipolar_gravity.htm - about the Concept of Dipolar Gravity,
and in item #B12 of the totaliztic web page
god.htm - about secular and scientific understanding of God.
Unfortunately for people, friction-free and perpetual
motion was almost completely eliminated from
our physical world. The only opportunities in which
such perpetual motion can be noticed by people,
usually are useless for utilisation e.g. for the energy
generation. After all, for cases when the existence
of this frictionless motion is already known by people,
belong e.g. movements of electrons in atomic orbits,
so-called "Brown motion", electromagnetic waves,
motion of planets along orbits, spinning of planets
and moons, and several other phenomena that are
equally useless for our energy industry. However,
in spite that these already known cases of perpetual,
frictionless motion are useless for us from the
generation of energy point of view, the
Concept of Dipolar Gravity
reveals that there are further similar phenomena,
which our humans science still does not know.
One amongst such phenomena is
telekinesis -
means the phenomenon which is an exact reversal
of friction. In a similar manner as friction spontaneously
consumes motion to produce heat, telekinesis spontaneously
consumes heat to produce motion. These still unknown
to people phenomena can be utilised for the generation
of energy. One such a principle with the use of which this
generation can be accomplished are so-called
telekinetic cells.
The phenomenon of
telekinesis
can be described illustratively as a
"manipulation on objects through
acting on their souls". As interesting
attribute of telekinesis is that its
release does NOT require a supply
of energy. Thus it can be carried out
e.g. by commands of someone's mind.
This extraordinary attribute of telekinesis,
in connection with the fact that telekinesis
can also be released technically with the
use of appropriate devices, just led to the
invention of these extraordinary technical
devices called
telekinetic generators of free energy.
Telekinesis is described relatively well
on several totaliztic web pages, for example
on web pages
dipolar_gravity.htm - about the Concept of Dipolar Gravity, or
telekinesis.htm - about the phenomenon of telekinesis.
In turn telekinetic generators of free energy
are described on totaliztic web pages
free_energy.htm - about telekinetic generators of free energy,
fe_cell.htm - about telekinetic cells, or
boiler.htm - about the shocking fate of revolutionary heater which bits all records.
#D4.
My hobby findings regarding the operation of time and
time vehicles:
Definitions. The name "software interpretation
of time" is assigned to the principle, alternative
from that used by the official science, on which
the theory of everything
called the
Concept of Dipolar Gravity
explains the work of time. According to this principle, "time is the passage of the execution control through natural programs of our lives". Thus time must have a discrete character (means, it must move forward in short jumps), as the execution control moves in jumps from one command to a next one. In turn by being the execution control, time can be shifted back and forth, as well as slow down or accelerated.
Proof. The software interpretation of time is so precise, so detailed, and so true, that it allows to identify, and to indicate, proofs for its own correctness. One amongst such proofs is the possibility to see with naked eyes that time elapses in small jumps. This jumping elapse of time is visible with naked eye and in daylight, when we look carefully at any spinning object (e.g. at airplane propeller) that accelerates from zero to around 1800 rev/min. At some stage of this acceleration this spinning object makes an impression as if it begins to rotate in a direction that is opposite to the real one. This impression is formed because the execution control of time moves in jumps from one command of our program of life to a next command. Thus we see the spinning object NOT in a continuous manner, but in short jumps - which cause that this spinning object is visible as if it is lighted by rhythmical flashes of a stroboscopic lamp.
The proof for the discrete character of time is
explained in more details in item #A4 of the page
timevehicle.htm - about time vehicles,
and also in item #D2 of the totaliztic web page
god_proof.htm - about scientific proofs for the existence of God.
History. The essence of the "software interpretation of time" results directly from the Concept of Dipolar Gravity. Thus historically I comprehended this essence already at the moment when I developed this concept in 1985. However the technical details of it were worked out and developed in 1986 during the extending of the cyclic table by statements resulting from dipolar gravity. The development of this interpretation allowed in turn prediction of such phenomena as the "state of suspended animation", "one-way trip", "effect of duplication of time", etc. - for more details see subsection M1 of this monograph, or subsection N2.3 of monograph [1/5]. The first presentations of these phenomena were included into my publications starting from 1987. In turn the working out of basic phenomena connected with travel through time lead to a gradual disclosure and describing the basic attributes, capabilities, and limitations of time travel. From this there was only a small step to description of time vehicles and to gradual accumulation of information, that such time vehicles are already utilised by UFOnauts.
A comprehensive description of time vehicles is
provided in volume 11 (chapter N) of monograph
[1/5].
Judging by the amount and quality of outcomes of
my research accomplished since 1985 - when I
started to understand the exact principle on which
time vehicles do work, I believe deeply that if from
the very beginning of this research I would receive
from other people the support that I need, then until
today for sure I would already build time vehicles.
Wasted chance for living forever. Time vehicles provide an illustrative example how wasteful are actions of present human civilisation. If from the very beginning when I developed the Concept of Dipolar Gravity, means from 1985, I would receive from other people the help for which I continually kept appealing, then by now I would already build time vehicles. After all, over a quarter of century passed already - means much more time than I need to realise these extraordinary vehicles. In turn time vehicles have this capability, that they allow to defeat the death. This is because they allow that every citizen of the Earth after reaching an old age could repetitively shift back in time to years of his or her youth. In this way every person could live forever. Unfortunately, through arranging public persecutions of my person and through unleashing hysteric scoffing at my Concept of Dipolar Gravity - instead of assisting me in the completion of the extraordinary devices which stem from this concept, the humanity wastes the present chance for building time vehicles. In turn after I must go to the afterlife, at least several hundreds of years will need to pass before someone else develops a similar to mine manner of thinking and courage to initiate the building of these vehicles capable of defeating the death.
Further information. Time vehicles and time travel
are described extensively on several totaliztic web
pages, including web pages
timevehicle.htm - about time vehicles,
as well as about the
dipolar_gravity.htm - about the Concept of Dipolar Gravity,
god_proof.htm - about scientific proofs for the existence of God (see item #D2 in there),
god.htm - about the secular and scientific understanding of God, and
evolution.htm - about the process of evolution.
On Friday, 11 November 1994, during a
lunch break, I decided to escape from
swelling difficulties and stresses of
the second semester that soon supposed
to begin, and to have a large lunch.
Unfortunately the dish that I purchased
in a local cafeteria, on that particular
day turned out to be more inedible then
usual. In order to divert my attention
from the taste that tended to stick in
my throat, I made my mind busy with the
favourite topic of mechanisms that operate
our universe. Thus when I stubbornly tried
to get through to the end of my meal
(according to totalizm, which I already
adhered decisively at that time, wasting
any kind of food in the present situation
of humanity, is a heavy sin) I unexpectedly
experienced a flash in my head. Pieces of
a puzzling jig-saw, that for so long used
to hide the nature, mechanism, and principles
of telepathy, rapidly fell into their places
and showed me the entire picture of this
phenomenon.
God
sometimes displays a great sense of humour,
and that particular time the discovery of
telepathic waves, together with the
knowledge of mechanisms that govern
telepathy, most probably our civilization
will gain because of the hopeless product
of some anonymous cook. Similarly as this
happened previously with the invention
of my oscillatory chamber (see subsection
C2 in monographs [1e] and [2e]), also in
the case of telepathy I was thinking about
it continually for months, considering in
my thoughts over and over again all theoretical
explanations for this phenomenon, and
comparing with these explanations everything
that by that time I empirically managed to
observe and to learn. Because I already had
done extensive empirical research on my
remote mind reader described in subsection
D1 of treatise [7/2], and also because I
investigated telepathy for a long period
of time, I had accumulated in my mind all
the components of that puzzle. For example,
I knew already that the telepathic signals
propagate through counter-matter, that their
instigation occurs via magnetic vibrations,
that they are carriers of modulated signals
similar to human speech, that there is a
kind of universal language (in subsection
I5.4 of monograph [1/4] named ULT - the
Universal Language of Thoughts, and the
same named in subsection D2.1.1 of treatise
[7/2]) in which all living organisms from
the entire universe can communicate with
each other by the means of t
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